Well how wonderful it is to no how powerful are god is?
These past couple services we’ve been in revival and the sprit of the lord has been at every service…as Backsliders find there way back home the lord moves and reaches out for those that are lost and confused..
I thank god for bring me home when he did my life was so full of emptiness, it was like searching for a shoe in the dark... The devil had had my mind so wrapped up with lies, hatred and pain I had my heart set on not going back to church but god just kept reaching for me and would not give up on me.. I cry as I write this cause I kept giving up on him but yet he loved me kept reaching out to me but I kept pushing him away.. I no that you readers are probably wondering what I’m talking about because I had said I comeback a couple months back and that’s true I did but the devil was messing with my mind sending me message of doubt that I could be doing better stuff with my life so I questioned everything like: was this the right religion? Would I be better off doing something else with my life? Is what the pastor saying to me the truth? Is letting go all my friends that have been bad influence on me that has no intention to follow god worth what god has in store for me? And I fell again because my problem really was with me and not just listen to god and let him do the thing he had planed for me. To be honest with you I got scared of what god had for me, everything was just going to good to be true and faster then normal and I ran from the lord again.. Coming home made me realized that I have been a fool for letting the devil take me from the one that truly believed in me.. “I Pray to god that he will renew my mind, heart and soul make a new creature in Christ, and that I never fall from him again” Amen I thank all those that said a pray for me those that never gave up and stayed faithful to me and believed that I would make it. Now its time to do gods plan and when those that are still lost and help those that don’t understand the true love and what there missing out without god. Much love to all of you that took the time to read this, I pray you, you pray for me and together well make it in Jesus name!!!
Special thanks too
Chris Sindel – Thanks man for sticking with me thru everything man your prayers and dedication love you man!!
Mamma Ezell- Thank You For your late night prayers and believing in me, I cant Thank You enough for the things you have done for me I love You Mama
Mom – I Thank You Mom For everything that you helped me thru, I thank you for your prayers. I know I haven’t been the best son in the world and brought you trouble and tears in these past couple years and if I could go back and change the things I did I would, but I cant so I’m just going to be a better son and make something of myself and make you proud. I LOVE YOU MOM!!!
Dad – I know are relationship has been the best and I haven’t really been a easy target to get close to cause of my choices in the way I live my live and they didnt set well with your approval and I’m sorry and I thank you that you didn’t give up and kept pushing me to do right thanks.. Love You Dad!
My Sisters – I Thank You!!! For just loving me even when I was a jerk and didn’t listen, thank you for just sticking by my side and help me back on the right track I really appreciate it a lot. Much Love to you all
Jan 20, 2009
The Week,Prodical Son and Thank you's
Touching Words By Aubrey at 1:00 AM
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Sometime raising a child is like being the quarterback on a football team.
So much of the game is depended on the the QB
It is him who call the play
It is him who studied the play books
iN essence the offensive vision is based on the abilities of the quarterback
But it is up to the offensive line themselves to catch catch on to the plays
To listen to the calling of the plays
The vision of the whole team
With one purpose - to make it to the in-zone
When the ball is fumbled the quarterback is always wondering...
Did I throw to hard
Did I throw it short
Was MY vision impaired
Did I under estimate the receivers abilities to catch the ball, the vision
Or did I fail to pass on the vision
Was it not transferred in the huddle
Was the plays not understood in training
But at some point the quarterback and the receiver have to be on the...
the same play
the same field
have the same purpose
and the same vision
to make it to the in-zone
I love and appreciate you, Welcome back Home
No lets get more back in the game
Dad
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